"AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"

I MEAN LITERALLY...."AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"

I am totally screaming on the inside!!!!

I am much more calm than I was a few hours ago because I began on some homework and it took my mind off of my reality.  I have the most wonderful news to tell, but I can't even share it really with you guys yet.  I don't even know who to tell FIRST!  I am most amazed because it is truly a promise of God that is being fulfilled. 

For the last few days I have been praying in the Spirit, confessing my promises, and waring with the devil letting him know I was NOT giving up on what God has promised me.  I'm so taken back all I can really do is laugh and praise God.  God said if you decree a thing it shall be established, HIS Word will NOT return to Him void but it will accomplish but HE sent it to do!  God told me how to pray concerning this issue and I'll be doggone if His Word hasn't come to pass!

When I stopped trying to do God's work for Him and simply started seeking only to just please HIM, HE showed up AND showed out!!! He is REALLY something else!  We have to remain steadfast and faithful.  I know what it feels like to just say, "God you're not faithful."  I was there like just two months ago.  I told God I would stop tithing and just do whatever I wanted to do.  But something in me, just wouldn't let go.  I mean, I just knew deep in the inside of me if I let go of God I had nothing else to hold on to.  BUT GOD!!!!!  I believe that all these things are lining up because now I am about my "Father's business" and willing to give up even the love of my life if need be. 

See, God doesn't necessarily want to take those things away from you!  He wants you to have the best but the best can't be first.  And as good as this man is, my heart still had to honor God FIRST!  His heart has to be first to you.  You show Him who's first in your life by your actions.  My youth pastor once told me, "Don't put God in a position to show you He's God."  When I got to the place where God was first, then He lined up those desires of my heart.  OMG I'm just so excited!!!  It's like He's just blessing my socks off!  I definitely will have a reason to shout in the morning, not like I needed one but I have more than one now!  I can't wait to share it with you all! 

GOD IS TRULY AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#teamABSTINENCE...LET'S GO!!!
Psalm 119:9

*I PROMISE you, it's SOOOOO WORTH IT!*