Well, I decided to do this journal because I actually suggested it during writing my book. Then I realized, maybe it'll help me too. I commited to this lifestyle May 29, 2011 after running from it for five months. You know how it is; you do something you really know is wrong but you keep doing it. Then sooner or later, it really doesn't bother you anymore. Well, except it did for me.
The reason for the blog though is to share with others that make the same decision I made. I believe that God is calling many people to purity in this season and I know that it's not just me. Many times we need an outlet when we're going through something. My journey is fresh and new; although I know that my mind is made up it still gets hard for me to believe the struggle I'm fighting.
Today, for a split second, I thought that maybe I was wrong and should just give up. But then I became mad at the fact that I know I shouldn't have to sleep with anyone who claims they love me just for them to stay with me. That's not love; not the kind of love I want anyway.
So anyway, this is my journey...and this is my journal through it!
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