REASONS I WAIT

1. God called me to this lifestyle.  For months and months He kept speaking to my heart until it really got unbearable.  I could not ignore it.  I made my final decision at the end of May.  God spoke two things to me **1. He (the guy I was dating) can't be first  to the point where I am disobedient to His voice
**2. I don't have to dishonor my body to receive him because he (my husband) is already given to me

2. I have received revelation on how precious I am to God and how precious my body is.  We are to honor our bodies, realizing that our bodies were bought with a price.

3. Everybody you sleep with becomes your spiritual husband, thus entangling you in soul ties.  This is the reason for all the domestic situations we see going on.  I have found I've been MUCH stronger in dealing with certain things.  Situations where I would have cried all night and acted ignorant over, although hurt, I didn't let it lose my focus as if I would if we were sleeping together.  I only want to be tied to my husband; then and only then will that man be worth my tears.

4. The consequences of sexual sin: there are so many to name.  And it doesn't just stop at STDs; what about emotional damage?  Even when you use "protection" you are not protected.  And things are becoming now where even STDs are becoming drug resistant!  So what does that tell you?  Not to mention children born out of wedlock...I've been through ALL of this and quite frankly...I'm just sick and tired.  If we keep doing the same things, how do we expect change to come?

5.  I have so much PEACE!!!!! You can NEVER imagine until you surrender the PEACE.  Even typing this right now, any other time, I would be angry and responding in flesh.  But I'm not because the peace of God
"which passes all understanding" will keep you.  The peace is really enough!!!

6. I'm so much more focused on the things that will ultimately matter; my children, my career, my relationship with God.  I can hear from God way more clear.

7. The BLESSINGS of obedience!!! I have recieved blessings, upon blessings, upon blessings....just overflow! It's not that God is not answering your prayers, it's that your disobedience closes the door to those prayers.  God told me that He was getting ready to release every blessing I'd been waiting on NOW that there was a door to bless me through.  Sin & disobedience blocks the blessings of God from getting to us.

There are more...more I'll let these 7 sink in for now

Peace Out