I seriously get teary eyed thinking about everything that has happened over the last year. I not only blog, but journal so I took the time to go back and read my journal during that time. It seemed like things would never end...things would never change. But here I am...
For those of you that haven't read the previous blog you should probably get updated! :)
God has continued to press my heart concerning the things that He wants to see happen on this Earth. I often ask Him, WHY ME!? And He always gives me an answer. He needs us to be His voices on this Earth because the time is winding down. The world is heading more and more into sin and we as Christians need to be standing up and declaring what thus saith the Lord. We as Christians need to be loving on those that need deliverance and SHOWING them that there is a better way.
Recently I talked to God about my book. I started getting the urgency of publishing it. I read back over it and asked God "Can I use an alias name?" I even talked to a good friend and as always, she just said God would tell me. I was minding my own business, as I am usually doing when God just speaks (lol), He said to me that I could not use an alias and that it was a testimony of HIM and that He would give me favor. I mean the book is a bit personal...but like He said...I could not have made it out of the mess I was in without HIM! Just another testimony of allowing God to lead us.
Now on the ABSTINENCE front...I'm still advocating it. To some I am still pissing off *hehe* but to others, to those that want to really change, God is moving. And I yield myself completely. God also put the youth ministry back on my heart, something I thought I was done with. But I know it's Him...again, minding my own business. We are still constantly being blessed as my husband now has a new job. And it seems like the book will be published this year, and I am claiming it! I just don't know how much I can stress obedience. I beleive I have said this before; God told me that He was hearing every prayer of mine but because of my disobedience, He could not release the answers to my prayers. It was only until I lined my life up according to His word.
The thing is if you're going to be all GOD be ALL GOD! Otherwise...let's just stop playing. I hate to come off being hard but I mean, I just don't know how else to put it. It's the truth! I will be back this summer hitting some issues hard, as the Spirit leads me. My spirit is crying out more towards marriages AND single women so I'm just going to go with God. Who knows...
I hope that my testimony blesses you! Because my lifestyle has sure been a blessing to me. I'm not saying I'm perfect and I have everything right because yes, there are areas, God is still working on within me. However, my heart cries out to be obedient and to please Him. When God knows your heart and your heart truly wants to change to become a better person, He will work with you! I found some old prophecies I'm going to upload. I think this is more so for the unbelievers...I don't know, just being led.
Well...on another note...I cut all my hair off! So I may need to change that picture! :)
Y'all be blessed... :-D
